Excerpt from Unspoken.

Published August 28, 2012 by fogaciousserendipity

I feel like you’re purposely avoiding me. Ugh. What did I do wrong now?

Your unpredictability is saddening me, to the very point that I think that I am indeed mistaken and that you never were even friends with me, for you in the first place.

You just don’t know that I do have feelings for you. I guess it shows, through the way my eyes light up when I see you, the way I feel my stomach flutter everytime I’m the reason behind your smile, the way that I still wake up everyday, in the hopes of seeing you.

I hope that you haven’t found out the feelings I have been hiding from you. I fervently wish that you wouldn’t get a hint, because I’m scared that if you knew, everything between us will change. I’m afraid of your reaction. What if you avoid me, like the way you have been doing till now? What if you never talk to me again? And everything we used to have with each other will be replaced by an infinite awkwardness?

I know that it’s sad. That no matter what happens, I’ll never admit to you that I do love and care about you. Because I know once I’ll tell you, there’s no turning back. It will totally change everything between us. So I won’t tell.

Even if it means that will never be together, and we’ll just stay friends, I’ll give up being with you. At least of we’re friends, you won’t feel any trace of awkwardness towards me and we could still talk, dance, joke, hug or whatever.

But it’s too late. You already know. Now everything will change. Nothing will be the same between us ever again.

P.S. More details on what Unspoken is on my upcoming posts.

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Excerpt from my new story (under construction) Unspoken

Published August 27, 2012 by fogaciousserendipity
Hey, 
I would just like to tell you something through this letter I made. Here it goes. 
I feel like you’re purposely avoiding me. Ugh. What did I do wrong now?
Your unpredictability is saddening me, to the very point that I think that I am indeed mistaken and that you never were even friends with me, for you in the first place.
You just don’t know that I do have feelings for you. I guess it shows, through the way my eyes light up when I see you, the way I feel my stomach flutter everytime I’m the reason behind your smile, the way that I still wake up everyday, in the hopes of seeing you.
I hope that you haven’t found out the feelings I have been hiding from you. I fervently wish that you wouldn’t get a hint, because I’m scared that if you knew, everything between us will change. I’m afraid of your reaction. What if you avoid me, like the way you have been doing till now? What if you never talk to me again? And everything we used to have with each other will be replaced by an infinite awkwardness?
I know that it’s sad. That no matter what happens, I’ll never admit to you that I do love and care about you. Because I know once I’ll tell you, there’s no turning back. It will totally change everything between us. So I won’t tell.
Even if it means that will never be together, and we’ll just stay friends, I’ll give up being with you. At least of we’re friends, you won’t feel any trace of awkwardness towards me and we could still talk, dance, joke, hug or whatever.
But it’s too late. You already know. Now everything will change. Nothing will be the same between us ever again.


Yours,
Margaux Louise Rodriguez



Back from the dead. I am now a reincarnated soul, ready to blog

Published August 27, 2012 by fogaciousserendipity

Hello readers. Hmm, I doubt I even have ONE.

Anyways, been a long time since I’ve posted anything interesting here for a long time. Been busy with school work, I guess. Please bear with me, if you find my blog uninteresting. The reason for the lack of posts here on my blog, is my homeworks (hmm, haven’t i established that already..). I’m really, really sorry. 

But don’t you worry, because soon enough I’ll post about…stuff. I’ll edit the whole thing too. The appearance, navigation, and other posts or whatever. I’ll try to make sure that no one gets bored here. 

I’ve also been editing and fixing my personal tumblr, so yeah. I’m not yet even done with the others as well. Wish me luck! 🙂

I am back from the Dead! Do not believe in YOLO loljk :)

Published July 21, 2012 by fogaciousserendipity

Hey guys! Sorry if I haven’t posted anything new currently 😦 i have been a little busy with school work and i haven’t find any time to find something to post about :(( really, really sorry. 

But since i’m stuck here in my room because of the freaking weather, i might as well blog about random things :)) 

It has been months I guess, since I’ve read a good book by choice, not by force (that’s directed to my teachers who force me to read about Roman Civilizations and Angle Pairs, lol). I last read “Son of Neptune” months ago, during summer vacaction and I really miss reading about stories. I haven’t had the time to even read fandiction stories ever since school started -__- And to make it worse, mom and dad won’t allow me to buy any more books :(( But they’ve bought me 2 books lately (which you will know more about later). 

Here are some titles of amazing books that I’ve either read or haven’t read yet: